Today is a continuation of not feeling good. Only today I took it out on Matt. I'm feeling really neglected, even though he's very sweet, it's just that he gives attention at the wrong times. I woke up and he was in his chair, at the computer. He brought me breakfast while I took my insulin. The shot hurt, I guess I managed to hit a nerve, and I cried. I'm just tired, and sick, and I didn't get much sleep last night. He tried to hug me while I cried but I really didn't want it right then. I just wanted to be left alone. The rest of the monring he spent on WoW, until there was no more time and he had to get ready for work. I guess it's selfish, I just would have liked to wake up to cuddles or gotten cuddles sometime today. I feel really down and just so unbelievably tired. I don't think I'm doing well in my class even though I like it. I just can't motivate myself to do much of anything.
Matt tried to suggest to me today that I should get out more. He started very hesitant, watching his words, but it came out that he thinks I'm turning into a recluse.
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